The first time I noticed this feeling many years ago with some people within the family, not my direct family, a subtle darkness that I later realised was a complete disconnection from Source. I couldn’t work it out at the time when I met them, I didn’t understand it but something felt off.
It’s ironic how people will join a church and immediately tell everyone else they need to go too, assuming everyone is as disconnected as they were. You don’t need to sit in a church or read a Bible to be connected to God or to act from a pure, loving heart. Divine connection lives within you, not in external rules or buildings.
And sometimes they think they’re righteous but they do the strangest things in the shadows.
They reminded me of the time I went to Vegas. I felt that same physical sickness in old town Las Vegas, we walked through the casinos and I wanted to get out of there quick. We got the bus, but there was someone sitting directly behind us that made me feel me really ill and I whispered, that we must get off the next stop, even though it wasn’t our Stop. That was a really sickly feeling that I had.
After my awakening I realised what I was sensing.
Not every person, but most people I notice this exact same energetic state when people announce they are “walking away” from the New Age to move toward Christ, like D…….. who was one of the first to make that sudden pivot.
Her energy turned rigid and severed. Her eyes became dark and empty.
It gives me a cult feeling and the energy is dark but not heavy dark in most, but dark as in, there’s no connection to God within anymore.
While they claim they have turned to God, They actually unknowingly become the enemy of God.
God is trust, peace, surrender, faith and unconditional love,
God is not fear based beliefs, worry, doubt or control. That is only of the ego.
When God leaves someone’s heart, the ego takes over. They turn to God externally but lose their inner connection.
These same voices start claiming the Twin Flame journey is “from the devil,” but in reality,
It is a powerful evolutionary path given by God. It is designed to teach you spiritual mastery, sovereignty and how to protect your energy.
What is really happening is that these people become stuck in doubt and fear, leaving them spiritually and energetically depleted. When you are depleted and carrying fear in your heart, you become extremely vulnerable to spiritual interference and warfare. Instead of taking accountability, they blame the Twin Flame journey itself or their divination tools, when in reality, it was their own unconscious creation and lack of trust that led to that state.
The journey looks like it’s from the devil because the divine feminine are sitting there waiting for the divine masculine, having psychic readings, paying too much attention to external reality and not working on that in a relationship with God.
If any divination tools or techniques bring you peace, that peace is of God. The only reason that peace ever feels temporary is because you still have to work on deepening your trust.
When you don’t trust God, your boundaries become weak and that’s when the enemy attacks.
Because you’re so powerful with so much divine light, it looks like it wants to attack you the most.
Twins in divine union, can make powerful changes in the world.
This journey is the fast track journey to God, it teaches you to trust God.
Every time you get a psychic reading to check the outcome, every time you fixate on what your Twin Flame is doing and every time you worry about the future, focus on others, you introduce doubt into your divine union with God. That doubt lowers your vibration, drops your energetic boundaries and opens the door to external interference.
True protection begins the moment you stop looking outward and anchor your full trust back in Source.
While I have created tools to help clear inner conflict, heal the emotional body, restore inner divine union, restore your aura, restore soul light after depletion, strengthen your boundaries, the most powerful tool on this journey is ultimately you. No practice or method can replace your own choice to stand in your sovereignty and place your unshakeable trust in God.